pink ends

I took this picture on July 27th. I've been having the ends of my hair pink for a while. It was blue and purple before but I wanted a different color and went for pink. Loved it and now I'm currently aiming for a permanent red or auburn. :)

last outfit shot before the move

H&M blazer, owl necklace from Korea, abercrombie shorts

School has really taken its toll on me. I've become a living dead, wandering aimlessly, trying to pass my classes, doing nothing but study/procrastinate/eat/sleep/breathe. I've realized that I should not only focus on school, but more on myself. Which leads to a spam of outfit shots I did a month ago. :) Please excuse my awkward poses. I can't control the timer on my camera so I always end up rushing.

goodbye!

i'm not from here

blouse from zara, abercrombie jeggings, forever 21 wool knit sweater

You know those days when you feel depressed and the once, bright world suddenly dims and seems like a cruel and unforgivable place? Well, yesterday was one of those days...one of those days that I felt really depressed and felt a pang of loneliness and a sudden longing for a company..any kind of company. I'd like to claim yesterday an experience where I felt like I had been pushed into a deep, vast ocean of despair and shame. An ocean, not a small lake or even a puddle. For the 100th time, I felt powerless and frustrated at myself for not being able to stand up for myself and it was during this time and day that my friends came to the rescue. I'm very grateful to have such caring and loving friends whom I can rely on immediately without being rejected. I know that on a single call, my two best friends will be able to come out flying, running, driving, or even teleport in an instant to help me. Yesterday started out with me feeling like an empty shell, but after spending the rest of the day was spent with me and my friends shopping and fooling around, I was able to revert back to my original, cheerful self. I'm really not the type to dwell on something for that long or break down and cry.. but today was an exception. It's pretty embarrassing to look back on how ugly I must have looked sobbing as I shared a heart to heart talk with my best friends, but it was all worth it in the end. Bunny and Jessica. I love you all very much. :) You guys are like the peas to my pod, the cocoa to my hot chocolate, the shining existence of my life.

kisses to my besties

MERRY CHRISTMAS

American Apparel jacket, Abercrombie flannel, UO bag

Christmas wasn't much of an excitement for me since I was stuck inside the house doing nothing. But hopefully.. hopefully next year's will be better.

monday morning

I need to invest in a better camera

Opening my eyes in the early morning, the bright sun seeped through my curtain and shined down on my awakened form. With the sun as my signal to wake up, I pulled myself out of the thick, warm comforter and groggily walked over to my closet. Realizing that my class didn't start until 1 p.m., I became determined to not waste the day sporting my lazy casual wear and instead pulled out my recently bought blouse from zara. With the sudden pick, various inspirations of different outfits came to mind and thus I ended up picking a bit of an indiana jones-esque outfit. Sadly, I didn't check the weather outside and was immediately embraced by the chill, cool breeze around my bare legs and thin blouse. In the end, I became a person with style but one without a common sense.

Steve madden boots, H&M blouse, Zara blouse, abercrombie shorts, betsey johnson belt